States tests and other things I'm going to fail tomorrow...

I am biting my nails right now[[not really but you get the idea]] I am 99.9% sure I am going to fail my states test tomorrow. We have to know all the states capitals and be able to put them with their state. So far I've studied for like an hour. That is alot more than I usually study. My history teacher can be a tough grader when he feels like it. He said he used to take off a letter grade to anybody who failed one of his geography test. That doesn't do anything to my confidence at all. Phst, pft, whimper, cry. I can't fail this test cause then he'll take of a letter grade and I'll only have a B in his class and then I won't get accepted into Enriched History, and because I haven't taken any good classes I won't get accepted into Yale and then I won't have a future!!! Okay maybe I'm exaggerating just a little bit but that doesn't mean I still won't be studying my butt off. Which reminds me I must be going to study-udy-udy! Till next time...
With love,
Meghann

Movie Trailers and other exicting things that are out...

There is no better way to explain my excitement about the Twilight Teaser trailer than Bailey herself.NoMoreMarbles everybody!A cool link if it works
Lets just hope it post normally.If it doesn't, well, I tried. But you may be wondering "What has Meghann so exicited?" Well the answer is right here! My obssesion
I'm so excited I just can't hide it! Now all I have to do is patiently stalk the Internet until a new video comes out! Doesn't that sound like oodles of fun? Well it is=]
Nothing new on the home front. 12 more days of school left! That's always a plus. I'm getting very iritated with Blogger because they never let me log in so I constantly have to change my password.Ugh! On a happier note, I'm going to see the Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian tomorrow with my church. That should be fun, right?Lets all hope so for my sake. Till next time...
With love,
Meghann

Migranes and other things that plauge the weak of mind...

I stayed home from school today. Guess why? My head hurts bad. My mom says it's either 1)Bad allergies or 2)A regular Migrane. Frankly both suck and I could live without both. Yet that aint gonna happen anytime soon=[ So I'm here at the computer with nothing really to do. I think I might help my mom around the house to make myself useful...but now I'm hungry and I think we have some leftover pizza in the fridge. Yum! Till next time...
With love,
Meghann

Questions and other things that have been buzzing around in my head...

What do you do when somebody tells you that the boy you like likes you but has a girlfriend?Do you pretend like nothing happened and continue to be just a friend or do you take a chance for once in your life? What if you do take a chance but the person who told you your crush liked you was lying and you get rejected? What if the person was telling the truth but you don't take the chance and you never get to tell the boy your true feelings? What if your crush broke up with his girlfriend and asked you out? What would you do?
These are all valid questions in my world. All these questions relate what is happening to me. I don't know what to do. I'm so confused. GAH! I hate being a teenager=[ I can't really tell whether or not he likes me. Sometimes he'll just look at me but that's not exactly saying "I like you Meghann." He treats me like he treats every other "girl"friend he has, so what makes me special? But he was saying how he got a girlfriend and watched me as if to see what I was going to say.I really do want him to like me and not let this all be one trick. The girl I got this info from is not the most reliable but why would she tell me if he didn't? She doesn't know I like him too. Maybe she was trying to gauge my reaction...I hope not, she is friends with him...I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! HELP ME GOD! So, so confused. Till next time...
With love,
Meghann
P.S. I got into Enriched History for freshman year=]I feel so smart!

Testing and other things I'm glad that are over...

Another week has passed and another week of school is DONE! Last week was particularly hard to endure. Two words--Achievement Testing*shudders* I had a Language Arts, Math, Science and History test in a period of 6 days. Yesterday was the last day, thank God! I don't really see the point in the testing but then again I don't see the point in alot of things. Today in gym our class got chewed out."You guys are the laziest class I've had all year," "You don't put any effort in your work," "You never listen to directions..."Blah blah blah. Like anyone gives a crap. Ms. Talbot[[we have another last name for her but I don't think I'll elaborate on that cause my mom reads this blog...]] just generalizes everyone into one group of laziness. I have to say in my defense, I went to the right group for fitness day, I followed directions and I even did push-ups! Now that is effort!! But does she notice my doings and about 10 other girls efforts?NO! She just assumes we don't give a crap like some of the lazier people. It just really irks me...Grr. She needs to get a reality check if you ask me...Enough of my rambling.
Till next time...
With love,
Meghann

A Poem and other things I did when I should have been studying for my test...

Listen

I stand in a dark room,
with nobody to be found.
I scream at the top of my lungs,
but there is no sound.
People are trying to fill my head,
with thoughts that are not my own.
From these experiences,
I have grown.
I can think for myself.
I have opinions too.
Why can you hear me?
The world isn't about you.
I want to be heard.
I want to be known.
I want the freedom,
to have my own voice.
My opinions do matter.
My thoughts are unique.
Why do you try to repress them?
What kind of condolence do you seek?
The world isn't only black and white.
The world comes in many different colors and hues.
There are reds, pinks, purples, greens, and some blues.
I want to be heard,
for my ideas alone.
I just want to be heard.
I want to be heard.

Well that was it. Till next time...

With love,

Meghann

The Spring Game and other things that happened today...

Well today was the Ohio State spring game. Let me say one thing, I cannot wait until college. Cute guys aplenty but anyways as I was saying, today was the spring game. When we went to McDonald's before hand we saw Pryor! How cool is that. Nobody came up to him but everybody was like "That's Pryor!!!" We got to sit near him if that counts for anything. We got to the Horse Shoe a bit before the end of the Lax game. Ohio won 19-12. Woo! The weather was pleasant until the start of the football game. One word can describe that, UGH! It SUCKED. My purse got soaked through and my new book was ruined! Luckily 1) I can buy a new copy and 2) None of my electronics[[cellphone, iPod, camera, ect]] were ruined. That's a relief. By the end of the first quarter I was wet and miserable and ready to go home but I didn't say anything about leaving cause I didn't want to take my brother away from the game. He was very excited bout the game and I don't think I could live with myself doing that to him and I don't think I would be able to take his complaining...Luckily I didn't have to say anything because at half time my mom was like "I want to go home" So we left. When we got home I changed into my sweats and went to sleep. Exciting right? I'm not sure what we are doing tomorrow but I'm tired and I want to go to bed. Till next time...
With love,
Meghann