My Daddy and other people I miss...

22 days and counting until my dearest father will be coming home. Well not home permanently*snort* I wish! Just for a couple of days. Then when he goes back its bye bye daddy until his R&R. Though he will be going to a safe part of Iraq I can't help but be scared. I don't want anything to happen to my dad. I don't want to come home one day and find out he is dead. I know they are stupid fears but it's something I can't shake. We may not be the closest but my dad is a significant part of my life and I don't know what I would do without him. I had a dream a couple of weeks ago that he had died[[I think I heard somewhere that dreams echo your fears]]Well anyways the pain I felt was so real. Deep down in my subconscious I knew it was a dream but it still scared the crap out of me. I don't want to feel that pain especially since it will probably be ten times worse than it was in my dream. I will be relieved when he comes home for good, for sure. On a lighter note, in about 21 days my Paw Paw will be home!*Throws confetti in air* Till next time...
With love,
Meghann